trespass not

i think i know

has the world changed too much
or am i really the exception
no
no
i think i aint
i believe
deep down in my heart
someone there in my home are the same people
who share the same
the same values
the same people
who enjoy
life
simplicity
nothng complicated
no complications

not flirtations
or
ambiguity
ambivalence applies
not in this
this Begriff.

seriously i do not
i thought
i doubted
had i
been lying
to you and to myself
had i been deceiving
myself
had
the last time crushed me too hard

well
it crushed
a little
i bet
but now im all done
translucent traces remain
but affect not
you see it
but
i dont feel it
not any more

reassurance means
not the opposite
it
is just reassurance

confirmed
and done

smashing

painless
but there's the memory of ache
ache
like a headache
but memory aches no longer

so i substitute love by headache
and i hate panadols
its bitterness
its foreigness to my body
unbearable

love in the narrow sense i mean

i thought about this and that
they make great
potentially great
and of course
potentially trash
but im picky
it's pricky

no one's perfect
but they make great
but me alone make awesome
so i chose to remain sole
awesomely
it's a strange decision
is it not?
but it wise is

i just wish that they will know what i think as well
dont worry
the way i be good
to you
is the way
i feel good about
nowhat that intention
nothing discreet
i just want my friends

how would i become this
i have no idea

friends
im not trespassing

just
dont
you
worry about me

Liebe Deutsche

ich bin nicht bereit dazur, ich eine neue Beziehung zu bauen, oder ich einen Mann zu finden.
Es ist ärgerlich.
Ich möchte nur Freundschaften haben.
Ich fühle mich sehr wohl, wenn ich keinen Freund habe.

Ich liebe meine Mitbewohnerin.
Ich dachte dass, ich dich gestörte habe, wenn ich dich für die Hilfe von meiner deutschen Hausaufgabe finde.
Aber jetzt verstehe ich, dass es die besten Art und Weise sind, unsere Beziehung zu aufbauen.

Vielen Dank!
Ich sollte mit mir mehr Deutsch spreche :)

Ich bin begeistert davon, dass ich Heute wie RRRRRRRRRRR auszuspreche!

annoying american slangs

Bad - means good, in this era
Blast - great fun
Cool - dismissively
Homie - a great friend
Nerd - bookish
Bromance - not so gay
Tight - real cool
Square - on the same boat

Chillin'
Punk
Crash
Baby Got Back
Daisy Dukes
Check vitals
Killer
Gay
Square
Hairy
Stud
Heavy
The Bomb
Queer
Juice
Sweet
Cougar
Jump the shark
Groovy
Funky
Shootin' Hoop
Old Fogey
The Hood
Perps
Blow
Hangin'
Old Maid
Righteous
Frenemy
Peeps
Soul Patch

well.

yell: "this is not my voice"

http://www.georgetownvoice.com/2009/09/17/identity-crisis-hong-kong%e2%80%99s-unique-cultural-fusion/

damit, it has been edited. to cater to american taste.

And this is the least representative picture of Hong Kong. Damit. And I hated the caption.

my gorgeous teachers

Reuters reporter Jon Decker shows his bandaged finger after he was bitten by President George W. Bush's dog Barney at the White House in Washington, November 6, 2008. Decker was treated by the White House physician after the Scottish terrier bit Decker when Decker reached to pet him. REUTERS/Larry Downing (UNITED STATES)

This guy is my Intro to Journal instructor.

He's just charming.

equally adorable is my Eng lit course prof - Prof Wayne Knoll. you just wouldnt believe without actually being in the class, how participative students are...awwwwww. he's such a lovely granddad.

im my public speaking class, the hau tsi ling lei missi - Ms. Roeglin. i just love the way she is - sharp n precise. absolutely smart. you just cannot help enjoying her class.

Meine schoene Deutsche Lehrerin - Frau Banchoff. Ich moechte dass, sie uns vieleVerbesserung haben willt.

God, im excited.

Wavy Me

is crushed by the wave from afar
im now all fragmented...

couldnt work
couldn sleep
cause im crushed into nobody

couldnt think
couldnt contemplate
cause there's a beach in my head

this is just too crunchy
this is far too crispy

me the gypsy
i'd rather reside on a vehicle so that i can now start driving back to see you act

i bump into you once and again
and again
i acted
it was all deliberation
it is all predestination

with and withong intention
intense enough the suffocation and stirring up and pan fry and deep fry
frozen me
either it's too hot or too cold
i thought it was fake Idee
foggy thee
the ideal Sie

dystopia: after a quarter century.

you wouldnt believe this

but

i was so absorbed

i actually feel that someone's glances n glimpses all along

my adrenaline rushes

it surges

my brain, flooded

i faint

i die

termination

complete halt with no resurrection in any form

it aint explicit

but

intense

i said you wouldnt believe

you dont even understand

Sie verstehen nicht.

Sie weiss nicht

Nie. Null.

Orwell beats.

Winston Smith is me.

Big Brother is alive n well.

in a room of walls of telescreen

dammit who holds Truth? Unpersons.
corpses aint cops