my dear companion on my bed

he's getting harder
the colder the night the harder he becomes


and i dont see him having a brain
in spite of his grand name of memory pillow
supposingly he bears AI
like the browny dirty teddy on my bed

but he is the pea-low

remembering the princess who felt the little pea under her precious head under tens layers of pillows
what a princess

the power of association >3<"

tictactictackticktackdance

my clock is not ticking
but time is still running
my heart is tacking
my brain is aching

time has never run so fast in my afore life
and my ears have become less sensitive to the minimal sound
so occupied these days
so time are like flying at millions lightyear per nanosec

it's not figurative but true, genuine personal experience-
eyes open eyes shut eyes open eyes shut sleeper shot to bed
put on put off put on put off clothes stink and wash
switch on switch off switch on switch off flashes flash and gone
clicking typing clicking typing big fish sway and stray

meaning of life i know
hectic

how i vibrate like the ticking hand
nervose in my mind
complain like the ticking hand sounds
cannot be heard
how i want to dance like the tictac hand
liberation

vanilla aiya aiya yo

who on earth has invented listerine vanilla mint
vanilla can never go along with mouthwash ar

vanilla is dairy farm is dreyers is haagen dazs is movenpick
not listerine or colgate

aiyaya
pleasant smell misplaced

i feel the invicible sweetness in my mouth
dwarfed mint and whipped refreshness
aiyiyo
eroded teeth and mucous cavity
not the right condition for a good sleep

nachmylostentry: whatimiss/ postlovereminisce/ yatinexplosion

hangmanorhangmeniamnotsureandfridgechicklegredgreenlightwheresamberidontknowcubberbandhopping
thesearethegamesimiss
scramblenotonthelist

wowdonotreallyknowwhyisuddenlyfellinlovewithsomalia
ifishatterthebommerang
andsomaliabecomesthesomalians
iwilldegfinitelygotowarnerbrothersandinvestandshootpiratesofthesomalians
realblackfaces
ha

yatishoppingrush
lustisreallyaninterestingword
aufdeutschitmeansinterest
ofenglishitisveryarousing
wellyouknowwhatimeaniknow
thedaybeforeilostmylusttoshop
mysisterandiwenttothecrowdedplaceonearninyatin
womencrazierthanwomenwhosawmrhongkongcandidates
goodsbecomenotsogoodindeedtheresultofconsumerism
consumerisminfusionchristmasinvasion
whensantabecomesfatandisfedweknowhesuffersfromconsumerismandoverconsuption
whatanobeseelderly
yupyupyupnotsureifiamwhatiperceivemyselfbutireallywanttoliveoffconsumerism
preferslivingoutsidehongkongtherichandfinancialpubwhatpeoplecallprosperous
theplacewherepeoplelikeyoudreamoflickingagoldenlumpyassthegoldenkey
whereyoudislikeboththerichandthepoor
yuckwhatadaydreamkid

howcomeihavejusthadtheintentionofmakingorbeggingforauturnagain
aiyayuckyuckyuckdarenottothinktheaftermathifitistwothousandsixandseven
thanksgoditstwothousandeightandnowitstheend

thisisnotsowellwritten
yesterdaysentryslostlo

ifyoureadithahaha
whenenglishadoptstheridiculousgermansyntaxaftermyinsaneapplication

ijustknowthatmyfavouritefruitiskiwifruitandmyfavouritedrinkisgingermilk
iwanttohaveamultiberrycakeasmybirthdaycake

ifyoucaretoreadthisline
whichmaypossiblyindicatethatyouhavefinishedthewholething
congratulationstoyouandtome
forihavesuchagoodandintimateonelohoohoohoo
tellmeandiwillgiveyouakusshahahaxxx

Somalian Pirates

if they have the face of Johnny
or if they have the hook
or the goat moustache
the fierce look that women fell frenatic
they do not have to eat nut crack
live less than a chimp
no
less than a worm

if warfare receeds
warfront emptied
rifles abandoned
government procrastinate less
more pragmatic
or people less black
they are better beings

better off they can be
Somalia is an effective flying boomerang

when students procrastinate in a modernism class

we are getting explicit and bold...
if the way you view coffee is the way you view sports
what other says i dont really know
that's something that Arouse and Boost
how a stutue is compared to a woman's feet is in terms of the whiteness and smoothness (and coldness) of skin
we are getting bold and "explicit"

we were talking about writing ex-rotic poems
by comparing tofu to skin
well
it's traditional chinese reference
nonono, for tofu is white
the orient food to rub occidental faces
or
we can write a metaphorical egg tart
make it Hong Kong specific
ha
of which egg white is comtaminated by egg yolk to match our yellow skin
what a too specific and too local symbol

let's write a "tofu si" together

what a day

what a day
broken jade
shook my will
turn the mill
earn and droop
plummet mood
jump to kill
pay my bill
shade a shame
taint my name

shackle you

my nov and dec life as a hong kong college student

Well, right, at last it comes near to the end
after two more tasks, the german presentation on monday and the writing markings to be submitted on tue, i should be able to take a break
a short break after long work
ofcoz i dont expect readers to know what they are
but listing them make me feel really proud
so:

anthropology paper
Autobiography discursive essay
Romanticism paper
TOEFL
Presentaion on Shelly
Presentation of my proposal on monopoly
and some minor tasks before all these...

wow...it was big
but listing makes it small...
and knowing the bulk ahead makes it even tiny
again, let's unwrap the bulk:

Deutsch Refarat (10%)
Writing markings
Final proposal on monopoly (10%)
(Well these are scattered on days before 11th)
thus are rather...okay

follow that ridiculously i will have:

Autobiographical essay (10 page) (25% of course grade)
Hong Kong lit paper (10 page) (35%)
Deutsch Test (25%)
Hong Kong lit presentation (4%)
Journalism paper on newspaper comparision (2000 words) (30%)
Modernism paper (7 pages) (25%)
Anthropology paper (3500 words) (50%)
Autobiography extended essay (40%)
Hong Kong lit exam (50%)
Journalism exam (30%)
Journalism book report (30%)
Romanticism and Modernism exam (40%)

this list, however, serve not to flatten, but pressure myself

oh my god...
there are 7 papers
i would be better off to be hung...

still today i have had the pre-break break
by allowing myself sing and chat and rest and watch and play
this's the way to live i know