雅俗人共賞書

冒黃太的名處理家事
在12樓等著
讀twocolds的第1本書
setting不濫
所謂低學歷的人寫witty的對答
有趣的人
真實的人
都是半雅半俗的人遇著世俗的人

曰
大雅不苦
大俗不苦
半雅半俗的人最苦

其實我好奇
世上真有
大雅
大俗
的人嗎?

從來半黑半白
從來半雅半俗

two cold cheers

han han amuses
so charismatic
i almost blushed
couldnt help sitting up
glimpsing him through the numerous gigantic cameras

ahahahaha...
alright
i dont fan him just because of his face
but his boldness
andfrankness
that has almost been lost
in
modern socialist china
commercial
and covertly corrupted hong kong
partly

he was asked if he would love to immigrate
just to be in a country where he can freely speak his heart
where he can have more children
or go to places easier
and he firmly turned the offer down
saying
brilliantly
that we ought to change and liberate our country
instead of abandoning it
and flee for a better place

this is like
when your family has a problem
you dont just give it up
shatter it
and pursuit a new family

i love his pure patriotism
which is not about the party, not about the government
but a true attachment to the land

two cold cheers

p.s.
i was to go to
從改編《酒徒》說起 – 談文學與電影的關係 with 也斯 and 黃國兆
, but then i made a mistake and attended 我們的六十年代 with 胡洪俠 朱天心 馬家輝

the two men were humourous and fun hahaha
and i got those teasers which they thought 80er babies wouldnt get :]
yay
i would be fun to read mao's red book

revolution vs. reformation

radically thoroughly courageous and selfless
can bloodshed be ever for good?
pathetically helpless stands or collapses subjectivity or objectivity
pulled down all at once manifests the parable slash theory
all or nothing
flight or fright
a bird aviates with its vibe

reformation be sound enough
lacking ingredients be motivation and violence
undercharged gives low intensity
hysteria essential or not
uncertainty feebly true
it rules and concludes

rationality constitutes both
revolution and reformation
appreciate the paradoxical oxymoron
liberal conservative, from david cameron.

tribute to sun yat sen
&
reflection on hk politics.

who is being pragmatic
who is being realistic
beides
alas

Lamas mit Hüten [german Fandub]

haven't been so miserable in quite a while
this evening i thought i did not want to live

the dissatisfaction towards the society
the fear for living in vain
the angst for death

disorientation is killing
but i would rather be disoriented than to be blinded
i reassure myself this in the slightest solace

i yearn for trips and dreams
i curse the reality
again in vain



and my scar treatment has been incredibly painful and costly
my intuition told me that i should have left it the way it was
now bothersome but hopefully effective

i can only hold on to mere hoping now

and this shit
2 or 3 times a week the bitch bombs me with her shit
back off shut up bitch
hypocrites and businesses drowning the world



now corporeally back in reality i have little say over my life
they are shattering my intuition shattering my soul pushing their grip up my neck
my fucking family takes power over me
fuck you my caring and loving dearies
fuck me for not adapting fuck me i don't want to adapt at all
fuck this world fuck the system

pardon my fucking curses but i am all fucked up
this place this life and all components are all fucked up

ganz einfach

i don't want to live at this moment

the way to love my not so lovable city

see it through the sunglasses of a tourist :D
capture its little things with your camera
listen to the whispers of the street and the wind

look at the common sky and the stars
to connect to the cities 6 and 12 hours behind
search for any tiny bits of your race

appreciate but not adapt to its distinguishable tempo of life
live at the speed you think
but study others living their ways

pretend that you do not speak or understand its language
find your language like german on the street
be excited when you encounter someone from home

treat your family as your new friends
you can keep some distance from them
and only disclose more if you want to

find your old food like guacamole and yogurt and sourdough bread
stick to your veggie eat style
eat the way you think you would

starrrrrrrrr gazing

greek or chinese
deities or common folks
dots that glow
nourish thoughts to grow

regardless their names they show

creativity spanning across eras
passing along through tongues and ears
laser beam conducting an orchestra
celesta tearing her glottis from afar

a music to waltz

dots connection
a child's game to enjoy
density however
allows a rebellious splash of fantasies

intensely she draws into ecstasy

myths and fables
legends and fairy tales
histories or stories
battle for glories

why would i
when life could be so simply gleeful?

epic night star gazing with fish

Post to share: Railing at a Money-Mad World

Shakey's The Merchant of Venice starring Al Pacino!!!

http://theater.nytimes.com/2010/07/01/theater/reviews/01merchant.html?ex=1293595200&en=3832d8f9934b83c6&ei=5087&WT.mc_id=TH-D-I-NYT-MOD-MOD-M156-ROS-0710-HDR&WT.mc_ev=click

one of my few loved Shakespearean plays with one of my favourite hollywooders :DD

ich glaube nicht,
dass ich genau weiß,
welchen Weg zu nehmen:
ob diese Umstände mir gefällt oder nicht.

ich habe auch gebrochen,
meine Beziehung mit Frau Zeit.
Muse hat mir gesagt,
was Lesen betont:
wie man angenehm mit sich sein kann,
während das Kino ein ganz verschiedenartige Aktivität ist,
die einfach die Zeit mordet.

ich stimme nicht total dazu.
Denn ich Vorteile aus Kino ziehe und ich abwerte nie Kino.
Aber das ist ganz richtig, man lernt, wie man von sich und von Freizeit handelt.

Johnny Tillotson - Rhythm Of The Rain

the water is bitter
my heart is low
the noises are loud
my eyes are crystallising
reflection

the language annoys
my head is spinning
the people are angry
the world is insane
mutation

the clock is ticking
people shit as usual
stuff sucks as usual
i complain as usual
cynicism

no its only
cynicism on hong kong
so its not quite universal

i want to fastforward to emigration
what is wrong with me