blushes bruises ERLEBENEN aha

water it off
refrigerate it
before da fermentates and snowballs into
an igloo

o ski im in winter

and it sounds so swell remembering er
voice conquering all pitches waltzing off songs bySHenda
er so SH'aentle
arrow through me peek me through er bussy

or er in solitude and self pity

Parteitier practitioner
tanzing in swiftness selfcontained


geeeeeez ying ying veli veli ging


* just
why have i always THESE ISSUES of
crashing at
the adoration of

randomly selected cool persons

Die Leiden des jungen Werthe


ARBEITSDILEMMA
arbeiten mit familien :OOD

那狀態

我以為的
洗刷了4,5年
還怎麼這樣
還會刻意去逗

也許是感覺不是人
而我失去了可以回到那狀態的能力
所以就當是人的罷

多想當時可能可減現在的
是好是壞

intensity

my lunacy

if i cant sleep i wont force myself to
cause
i well deserve a sleepless night

and tomorrow
i want to see my swollen eyes
because i so well deserve them too
like
you ve punched me into my eye sockets
and
clear juices bursted from within the turgid balls of jella bella watery
like
my skull has been microwaved
my face red hot
forehead brittle
pretty cheeks smeared rosy red
and
brain juices electrified atoms

paralysed brain
stagnant brain activity
sterilized brain image

where go my fanatic dreams
becoming reality
my
dear
overwhelming
authentic
lunacy

fellow follow very soul

you pole

thank you for the kind words and i sorta believe in that but am yet convinced.
or my heart too thin
or my will too weak

but shall it ever comes into shape in reality you would be accredited

and he res the pole i could set eyes on.
--> i wonder what he looks at. proud of him.

what would become of us when
lifes not for repetition and looping

why were they so utterly different the distinct experiences the persons the time the actions the temperaments.

because me too has had changed

that was so so much adrenaline
this is so so much mucus

sunday afternoon a quarter past thirteen
i couldn't function figure out the length of my slept
but reserved a spot for my had-dream storyline
my piano teacher and bix guy

you said smx makes an exclamate
i wish i aint a punctuate
or if that relates to me at all?
and why wouldnnt you make a hello
extend the sentence paused
save if any remaining remorse

i miss you being in more frequent touch
but bygones are the irretrievables

oughta create some new relationships and new touches