2013 resolution

pick up light reading again

do some serious reading too

study german again

try a wider variety of music

stop, or reduce, overthinking

be more patient and understanding

cook

Signs

The signs
Crystal clear
I tried not to neglect the blinding bright
Still
They are only signs.

As if you hear the squeaking of a bird
But you cant make sure til you actually see it on the bough
It could have come from the sound box or
You mistaking that of a chair as a bird's
or your vocal chord tricks my audio

Though - what but signs indicate the arrival of a season
Winter
Spring
Autumn
Summer
Positions of stars
Scent of plants and
Sensual skin would tell

The nature
Perhaps as grand nature
Feelings don't tell but showing alone suffices

Over and under sensitive
What makes beautiful treasure regret
Gem stone under the unadorned

But we are popping and complex
Unlike the flat round world of cosmo of awesome simpleness

Can't afford to lose another

Enigma Variations by Eric Emmanuel Schmitt

Visuals - not yet audio

The plot - of course. Philo thru attitudes to love of diff scales and types to plotting to unexpectation and contrast. Conforming to limitations of humans and lives, Manly feeble- and helplessness. Manifesting and feasting chances and opportunities minor encounters flowing broad plot.
The characters - checked with awesomeness. Carefully moulded fitting sensibility and genuineness. Thorough. Ly celebrates temperaments and the capability of devoting love.
The settings - temporal and spatial - dawn with sense of isolation, or ambiguous seclusion. Winter-wonderland with snow and aurora. Balcony as an attached separate part vulnerable or as platform to connect. The room with the shelf section plus the fireplace as source of warmth simultaneously incinerator, with piano and player and closet.
The symbols and imageries - klimt kuss and. Rifle shot and letters with leaves contained and sofa with clothing scattered around, on them under chill. Sporadic and graceful of daily living true down to earthness
Music. With appropriate pauses and hesitations.
Reflections so appropriately played.

Clapppppppppppppppppppppppppp

with (2)

I wish i were his furniture, which got to be with you last night, which you beheld and appreciated. I wish I were of its proximity, and that you like. I wish i were a cushion, or a pillow, or a blanket, anything soft yo can get hold of and accompany you when you are at ease, and when you feel like grasping, or a daily piece of comfy. I wish I were a hard bed good mattress, well supports and no one but you lay eyes on - unknowingly be with you, which you gently lean against, and me gently lean against the upside down way. Be longing Belonging.

with

I wish i were with you, just be with you - like sitting on your side and listen to what you feel - worried and upset, or okay or whatever. I just wish i could go straight to your room and just be with you so you don't have to undergo troubles on your own, everything alone. An all time receiver of anything yours. I want to be with you, just be with you. Just be with you.

My mind is all yours, so is my heart.