the horriblest friend i am
i challenged:
what distress have you gone through
'death'
muted was i and
my leaky coral brain's the one to blame
don't judge a book by its cover
there's a story in everyone
but im so damn crazily empty
and i oughta walk with caution these days at Goet.
what would i become if it were me
and i should apologize shouldn't i.
what to feel and what to empathize
what is there to empathize and how
what to not feel and what to take
what to try and what to retain
and how to retain
all the absurdity
why am i alive i never chose to
FORZA told me to stay positive
eh ma ma i thought i was more positive than many already aint i
feeling like a hypocrite
or a schizophrenic
i don't behave what i write
holy just go finish your last paper and stop indulging in hyper brain activity
