We dance in tandem
An intense tango
He makes me so emotional
He asked me to stop stopping
I had to
pause
because it was torching hot inside
We don't actually dance
We converse
He gets to me
In a tough, harsh way
In a hard way
Not not nice
He meant well
But in a tough harsh way
But I needed soft
Or am spoilt to be soft wanting
Soft wanton
I have to get used to hard love
He would say that he was not loving
But come on it was
It is
Friendly, good love
Healthy?
With the right amount I suppose it is
A weekly dose in the Grecian urn
Held in our warm hands
The right amount of provocation
A good dose of challenge
So I reflect
But I need to reflect and retain
Retain and attempt change
Change and become better
More sensitive and less sensitive
More humble and more confident
This one seventh of my hongkong
I will miss and I now savour
The good amount and no more hopefully no less
Mr nuance nuancing my emotions and my thoughts
My values and my knowledge and my intricate experience
With him and all
