Eva is slow-burn.
Her steadiness does not stand out like craziness does in groups. Stick around for ten years, you'd know it's, in a way, precious.
Steadfast in doing good (under her circumstances). Host like mums do. All giving. Not only "pleasantness". You could disagree. She has her principles.
A bit too nice, and having her boundaries crossed, a bit.
Like Asians (lol), she's reserved. Maybe Asians are known for preserverance and crazy hosting. Old fashioned.
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Guillaume asked about me travelling a lot, "to see friends? So you a people person?"
Pushed me to reason… more like "I prefer my European friends, cause they come from this soil of culture of openness, overall calm, maturity - and ability to be themselves - that I don't easily find in Hong Kong.
Hong Kong is suppressive. Those of us who are strong inside do ok, and experts who come from the western soil and upbringing. But damn, it's really hard when am from here, to resist, to be.
That's why "becoming".
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So what am I? What am I to become?
- Free. Liberated. Free of others' judgement, which is to be realised by me not minding, not caring about others' judgement, and pursue, through experimentation, what interests and fulfils me eg create (drama, script, book)
- Doesn't always have to be calm but most of the time would be good.
- Balance. Brain + hand / body + skin. People.
* history + art (draw, theatre) + dance would be really nice *
