Sonntag, 9. März 2008

Self-Defense Mechanism

Starting to know what is true and what is illusion that caused by the inner false me.
it's self defense
trying to blind and lie to myself what is just the opposite of the truth
he has not suffered as you thought or wanted him to be
walking in dark and shady times

i should let go
not only the scrounge but also the silly so called faith or belief

starting to realize the great of family and marriage
too strong they are when compared to the too fragile puppy love

I used to hate the word "puppy" in puppy love
it seems to indicate the fault and immaturity and deny any possible bliss of first love
I used to truly believe that puppy love is no different to "dog" love
whatever you call it
reluctant to describe
why the hell are there the differences!

Only until I have come across it
have i discovered what's its true nature
just a miniature of love
too minimal
too small indeed it is

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