It's the near end of my first year.
Holiday starts on 29 this month.
I'll be learning Spanish, very possibly.
I'll be conducting tutorials, continuously, expectedly.
I'll be helping my cousins for revision, possibly.
I'll be going to Heidelburg, excitedly.
I'll be working at Indigo.
The last task will be swirling.
Because it means working with a familiar group
but spending time with them in a very different way,
playing a different role.
I never wanted it.
But they are my family,
I want to help.
My parents have been working so and too hard recently.
They needa work in Mainland and stay there overnight quite frequently these days.
I know they are having a hard time.
I know their silver hairs are creeping out.
It's a heart break fact.
I know my pa has been losing strength.
I know my pa has been becoming feeble.
I heard their retirement plan.
I was fearful.
Cause it's my sis's and my time to come.
I was extremely grateful.
Cause they are finally quitting the torment.
I can never imagine how bothersome things can be,
how complicated things are linked,
how stressful it is to work in such familial situation and business condition.
My sis is returning, thankfully
THANK GOD
I love her.
I love my family
I demand my future mate to love his and my family.
I think and I hope I'll foreverly, always put them at the tip the vertex of my heart
Ai, you know what.
Yesterday my mum asked if I had broken up with my puppy boyfriend.
She was certain about that.
I asked her why did not she asked me earlier.
She said she knew I need time to get through that myself.
She trusted me, my ability to quit the gloom.
She was watching me, lighting my way through the path.
We both wished that I'll meet my right boy who's older and really wiser than me.
And, I hairdressed my grandma yesterday.
This was the 2nd or 3rd time already.
You'll never know what this is meant to me.
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