trespass not

i think i know

has the world changed too much
or am i really the exception
no
no
i think i aint
i believe
deep down in my heart
someone there in my home are the same people
who share the same
the same values
the same people
who enjoy
life
simplicity
nothng complicated
no complications

not flirtations
or
ambiguity
ambivalence applies
not in this
this Begriff.

seriously i do not
i thought
i doubted
had i
been lying
to you and to myself
had i been deceiving
myself
had
the last time crushed me too hard

well
it crushed
a little
i bet
but now im all done
translucent traces remain
but affect not
you see it
but
i dont feel it
not any more

reassurance means
not the opposite
it
is just reassurance

confirmed
and done

smashing

painless
but there's the memory of ache
ache
like a headache
but memory aches no longer

so i substitute love by headache
and i hate panadols
its bitterness
its foreigness to my body
unbearable

love in the narrow sense i mean

i thought about this and that
they make great
potentially great
and of course
potentially trash
but im picky
it's pricky

no one's perfect
but they make great
but me alone make awesome
so i chose to remain sole
awesomely
it's a strange decision
is it not?
but it wise is

i just wish that they will know what i think as well
dont worry
the way i be good
to you
is the way
i feel good about
nowhat that intention
nothing discreet
i just want my friends

how would i become this
i have no idea

friends
im not trespassing

just
dont
you
worry about me