Donnerstag, 28. März 2013

two day and it felt like two years.

how i hope it has been two years so the spasm might have been over. never mind oh never mind my ration is letting it wilt and it knows the monster's wilting does me all good and does us both healthy. some sustainability from killing intrinsic incompatibility- this is how I'm ruling it. court ruling and it's official.

I'm usually as intense and not give a damn about worldly views, silly bars and mandate perspectives, really mandate and good killing sights and mindsets but here I'm, well killed and covered in blood here lying on the ground breathless. lifeless. This me you saw doesn't live any more. like that part of innocence passed away at my age of 19, however hard I tried to retrieve and retain the kid in me all effort futile.

and this is how everyone grows boring. adulthood.

does it feel better to mingle with adults, or does crying on my own help.

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