too much negative energy
and i thought about how to get rid of it
and i hoped theres someone who could be my blackhole that could suck everything in
and i thought its simply unrealistic to think there could be ever a blackhole person
people are sponges
they take but they reguritate when overfilled
they are like me like a human
and i dont know how much i wanted to say it scream it or
im too tired to going hysterical is tired but now bot being able to scream burns me from within its consuming me
too many moments of these feeling suffocated coupled with a heart attack i do think i could die from the fucking hysteria
undeserving hysteria i dnt know whats wrong with this world so darn sickening or is it me
some people are just really good at adjustig themselves seeing good in stuff so adaptive like they do have a shapr at all or their shape is adaptiveness
i dnt know if i wanna become them i dnt know what i wanna become ah i wanna b out of this world if there could be better state of existence i have no idea but ideals and fancy tha drag me further down
i wanna be empty n light n easy n blank
please take everything out of me or my heart could stop now
maybe its not the world its just the people but why is people having too big a role here why am i fucking one of this species why am i so preoccupied i can stop my heart now
i used to prefer skin flesh pain to headache i probably still do punch me hard
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