Forced

What be it that something a moment of thought makes you think you are not good enough for the good of the world you are not on par and you cant be just average and mediocre or even worse

Suicidal

But isn't the accepting the broader love and passionate about diversity enjoying of the versatility the most ideal that you can fit into a diversity of scenarios you are friends of philosophers and also the gang of the streeties the best

But how do we exchange with the outside how are adaptive not change of the utter self its immeasurable

Or is there some hard edged core within or

How different are people I wanna be deeply influenced by very different people its like im a dough they are bake moulds and or we are all muds too much mixing makes us all greyey dully earthy dust

What makes me if I dont social what becomes of me if I just intercourse with the nature and do signals twinkle if I only talk to myself or is it neuro neurotic

Where are some other people who talk like this and can put this in a real conversation so i'd know these ade not just mine but shared confusion convulsion of thoughts

Where are these people what are they doing everyone is an island of its own holy crap I get it now

The world in solo

Do people go crazy if they cant talk will I create my dialogue with myself if I get confined in a single space is so schzophrenia how is this an illness isnt it a cure to people issues

Even a monologue and a futile quest can go this far when do thoughts run out how will questions be addressed endless troubled mind of free spirit its never going away if you let it indulge and let the train of thoughts run on its circular rail