not quite like honeymoon

not in the mood for reading
not in the mood for reading
not in the mood for reading at all

if there were less reading maybe i would like it better
not that im a lazy reader but the amount is really ugh too much

i dont know if its too much for a native speaker
but it is too much for me the non native speaker who has yet tuned in for study
i needed some more time for transition

and i need a good balance between studying on my own doing the much reading and
talking to people from which i can also learn a great deal
as if ive gotten over the social barrier
meh

i oughta be more critical shouldnt i, this trait carried by brainiacs
but how i am to when peers are banks of knowledge, reservoirs of new unheard-of perspectives
its exhausting

i probably dont have to look brainy but be modest and learn but hail
its dangerous to be modest and quiet

TIRED