the course

or i can outrun you
or make it the goalie lamppost
lay, not set, eyes on
die Richtung the ship sails towards on this contingent route
ship adventurous without a destination
free port
a breezy voyage
i'm a vessel, self-contained
and i ain't no Cook claims not people's land
let the fauna and flora be
just see, observe, be amazed, and bring imprints on the head organ

and this young season affair makes not a suicidal leap but
transcendence

transmogrification still a leap of faith
takes nothing but half second of courage

does the puff clear or mess with my head?

utterly an introvert?
oh my bubble room corrupts
pushing boundaries is hard - but only when one is not pushing but imagining pushing
in the course of doing so the thrills nebulizes the Angst and tension the exhaustion
but here in the balloon calmness endows
it's
lazy and easy