so i remind myself -
don't become someone i don't want to become
don't become someone i would dislike and distance from i.e. self-hate
the new colleague changes the dynamics
what force is there to pull me into talking bad of my supervisor with her, i wonder
i know how sup is inadequate but rather than stressing this with everyone, i should find ways to get around and smooth work processes. work smart not work stupid.
possibly that she shares with me similar emotions at work the most, interaction with the supervisor
it must be tempting to vent, but possibly detrimental. so don't.
stop.
the provocative type i am, but this does not entail cockiness. it should not.
even though being teasingly cocky could mean no harm, it could be illy perceived. so don't.
stop.
or is such conversing smoothing things up. or is there some other ways to.
there must be.
or is it silly to attempt to be sane and perfect at work. they are subjective notions anyways
what if i act her way of sanity and her way of perfection. i think i kinda get it. kinda or maybe not.
or maybe i could just be myself,
but be a kind self
more good, less bad
more ideas and things, less people
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