Dienstag, 21. November 2017

缺乏底氣

where does their clarity come from, these passerby of my life


autumn
the leaves fall
she is irritated and she is cool
and she has seen through me that, despite my banter, i am no doer

trevor says bruises fade for a reason


mo
she is overwhelmed by her very overwhelming world but still she takes an interest in your problems too
and she saw right through that i was being intimidated
intimidation by circumstances
was that circumstances

these days i have not the patience not the capacity to contain,
i thought i did,
the problems of others now i see mine
they don't have to be mine but these day they feel like they are mine as long as i hear them
or if i don't, i seem cold

fake logic
but am too weak to handle well


i thought i introspected enough
non
not at all

but what's after introspection? emotions reflecting feelings reflecting values

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