ma saying something like having kids would make one maturer / make one whole
acquaintance probing / nosing how senior how rich how successful you are
mad news, non-stop ridiculously mad news
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there are some kinder, more genuine friends
i ant ben em man eu him tin jon etc. this is a non exhaustive list
and they seem non-hongkong
(or they seem like hongkong doesn't deserve them)
they seem like the minority
are they the minority?
(would i feel that they were the majority had i lived on my own?)
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there are some kinder, more genuine friends
but i also don't feel extremely close to them
they are too 'responsible'
which is a confucius quality?
DOWN WITH FILIAL PIETY LOL
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the more toxic things / ones are clenching hard and have grown their claws around this place
they are the richer and the more powerful
they are not gonna leave
their ghosts will haunt and strangle this place
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should we focus on rescuing the young
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but the young loves this place too much
'this place'?
how did it happen?
why did it not happen to me?
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of course it pains me
but not to the extent that i would give up enjoying my freedom and exploring alternatives
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what strange differing opinions
just
personalities?
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or privileges?