Dear friends whom I owe cards and letters

Dear people actually friends who deserve at least an email actually a hand written card from me because I know they are nice to receive and you do have that much weight in my life no I mean paper weight weightier than electronic 

I love you 

But my hand writing is awful. I don't know if it's legible. And the world already has my biometrics and am not sure I want to give them my handwriting. And how do I find the suitable cards and papers and pens? Nothing, absolutely nothing, is perfectly matchy enough of my affection and sentiment towards you - because what we have is so unique, you are so unique. I am so unique too.

I know the only resort is for me to diy something, so with ikea effect I would feel it's finally worth it. But how do I find the time! Where's the ikea of Christmas cards and long distance friendship cards. Art stores I guess. Ok I will go tomorrow.

Or maybe I write an email tomorrow. Will sprinkle with emojis…