intangible lotus

rhizomes threads and seeds
more significant that veils the pink image above water surface
handwrites voice and smell
we say more eliciting than the real and concrete fleshy face bony body
he would have insisted its bony
and the other ribby
and muscular or musculine
i see the vainness and feminity
its subtle everybody knows
its difficult even they shall show

the fantasy and the romanticiation
together with the idolisation i have told
maybe i have not told but experienced
actually
ha the former one worths better
and now i have unveiled to feel better
they share the name
they share the timidity
they share the affection
they have unreasonably had
ridicules me
beats me

guess if its an advanced or degraded version
the hiding friends as the mere acquaintances that do not really
bother
or linger
even after the verbal and all customs expected to have baptise you
never mind the doctrine says
you have free will and autonomy according to Mr. Deity

in dedication to a hangman friend