workaholic freak joyce on joyce

maybe i am a real freak
haha
recalling last night (or the night before) when my sis learnt that i have 4 papers in addition to 3 exams
she said something like it was really a hugh burden and i was really sun-fu
haha
yupyupyup
kind of agree kind of not
well i also tell people that i have lots of work and am super busy
but at times i play i relax
and
more unbelivably importantly
i enjoy working
for what i work on is terribly inspiring and propelling

i am the surgeon who cut and dissect
think and create
really admire him who devised the bridge for a fatique heart
or the balloon method to widen the vessel, restore the reduced elasticity
now i feel like doing something similar
i am the surgeon and i am the vessel
pass through me the elixir
nurture and nourish me and i will foreverly greedily absorb and be spongy
make me elastic i crave for elasticity
if i can acquire only a portion of your talent i am willing to be fed and drunk
be an infinite indefinite alcoholic freak i say i do

currently i am working on Joyce
he's a genius
compact short text
world famous
he has the mind and brain and heart to make every single diction carrying underneath meaning wows me
eveline, frank, ernest, henry
bird, frank, earnest, homeruler
liberation, honest, serious, identity
that's real impressive
wow

muse and amuse
i am inside a maze ever in search of the exit never existed
yet the panorama the scene have sucked me through to the new mystic world that i am unwilling to get out of