i know i dont like this car in white and green stripes

although i dont know what i like
at least i know what i dont like
and am perfectly grateful and happy about it
yay!

so there was this little turmoil
and it made me want to clarify better what i like
i want to know if what i do is in sync with what i think

i can see why friends suspected this and that
cause i was being overexcited
to have met just new models
novel potential carrier of life
and i did lots of speeding
not giving a damn to the law
i told myself that i would just let things develop at full speed
cause i wanted to see its full potential so badly

but i did not think about whether i have the strength to pull it to a stop
when it accelerates too fast
if the car was capable of flying like a jet

luckily the car was quite worn out
it never went 200km per hour

and during the experiment of paddling and pushing and screaming and disappointing
i have come to the conclusion that
this is not my car
my interest has totally faded yay
now i can step down and stop risking riding on the wrong automobil
going the wrong direction
i will just walk
and wander
and explore
and see
and feel
and experiment and experience

i really like walking
and now i will sync my behaviour and my want