'jesus why on earth could there be someone so hyper,' i thought to myself,
'he must have taken some drug or something,' i thought to myself,
'or maybe it is me who is so exceptionally tired to be living in this sunny day.
the warmth. the light. the brightness
of people
of this friend sitting right next to me
ah. in check.
hipping hopping making beats in sync with this music ultra loud with his body.
oh
and arms in hypnotic circular motions
as if he is shuffling the mahjongs or playing a disc joker
jesus what is he doing lol
this is getting quite creepy for me to sort of shake with him while reading him from the back
of my mind
i am so schzophrenic
why cant my mind stop flipping this book of text and pictures for just a while
in this relaxing moment labelled fun having karaoke time
orz
ugh
yes yes i could tell he is doing what he loves so he is up
but
to this very exaggerated extent?
laugh out loud
i dont understand it at all
but maybe its good to be
not thinking and just
gliding (so exact and explicit)
sometimes
aha we werent gliding lol
it was just being unconscious :)
i could have sat still and let awkwardness fill the room
but i have the courage not.
just fake a smile shout a laugh and live in real glee of numbness yay
for real. not true.
was ist authenticity?
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