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devotion and precision

has it been two weeks
of seeing
this iron hit doctor i bring my granny to everyday
he
has hands steadier than mine
i love seeing him spreading the crimson red powder on the paste
with this kiddish Popsicle stick
as if he is spreading snow white cream, smoothing the top of a birthday cake
celebration of the birth of human care and concern

some people are born for some occupations
some are born to care for others

crimson red powder for blood stasis
choco colour powder to heal bones
ah
i could be a chin doc now.
oh yea why not i totally know how to wrap and unwrap
layer by layer
vaseline mix with base paste in mortal with pestal
(ah what is mortal lol)
powder and powder on opposite sides or they lay over each other
gauze on top
cotton sitting on glue encircles
also fertig.

oh yea her ankle bone is fractured
one broken piece is completely detached and displaced
slid upward
i know it hurts a lot
like
sharp points piercing tendons and muscles

and her big toe has spur too
ay

bones of our my family.
ah so people kept saying i looked like my grandma when i was young
now i think i dont just look, but im really like, her, in various ways
bone fragility, stubbornness
and more?

haha and i totally hate her lol

what is a doctor
80 year old

oh dear i lack the patience.
but come on
a doctor doesnt get to see her 24-7 roar