talks so much, so incredibly much
expressive, eloquent, theatrical
i thought i didn't like it at first
i thought i like it at last
she's substantial, and seeing she argues
i see a part of me in her
i wonder if she, too, argues for the sake of it
that the countering doesn't mean much
for me i just almost instinctively counter-argues most of the time
before my thought condenses and own opinion forms
i dont know if i believe in what i say
but by suggesting the otherwise i induce deeper digging
spiral it down
i don't expect an instant agreeing with me of the feeble-minded
rather i wanted to be convinced and brought to something new
but it's too much sound
and too much of herself
does too much introspection mean lacking in outward looking?
she said she observed
maybe only things that interest her
but who not!
it could be that she's good if i interest her and she's not if i don't
who's full of themselves now
i envy her
her introspection
the depth of her thoughts
her persuasiveness and the assertiveness
i envy her not
the assertiveness and the persuasiveness
so much self
and the labor of so much thinking too deep
- i thought i was a case near lost, she's more
the velocity of words coming out of her mouth
and the amount, coming without a pause
it hurts my ears my brain and my concentration
a steed
or not
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