Sonntag, 18. Oktober 2015

gotta stay clear of the yellow line, on board or at bay

it was exactly a year ago - is mid October bound to be a period of turmoil?
anyway, im in way more control, now than before.
it still disturbed me a bit, but just a bit - it shows that im human
see, now you don't get a long message, I can talk to my own journal and
the bearings can be laid down on the floor in my atrium and ventricle.
be untouched as you will

it seems like i'm more mature in this
i am not even surprised
- or maybe it's just i have become more used to this now - so comparing myself with myself and not you
whatever, i don't want to be bothered and, maybe already - i can't be bothered
im leaving the imaginary dock to embrace the rough sea
you can hip hip hooray on the emancipatory island or hop on to join me
it's up to you, completely your decision to make
i can't be bother to persuade you and i think it's only right that each individual makes each individual's choices
i have learnt to enjoy the cyclones and dizziness and stay sober, by myself in company
it's okay

- just
mix signals are understood as red lights - for safety reasons, you know?

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