Donnerstag, 22. Oktober 2015

muddy cloudy mind, of an ostrich

is it wrong to feel bad when you are supposed to feel good
is it a paradox

is it strange to not know what to feel when you are supposed to feel good
is it judgemental

does mourning the weird moment help with processing handling dealing with
oddness and sense of loss
 from my own imagination in the subconsciousness
 or just subconsciousness, or outright blunt and harsh consciousness, without imagining

my breath gets heavy and my chest feels the thumps
 i guess it's really unnecessary

im a bit disgusted by this and maybe my reaction worse.

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