humongous vs. big big big

professor michael collins has solved the mystery
of why sometimes i dont want to write
its more like i dont know HOW to write
unless i write like shakespeare, who invented so many of his own vocabs
but then will it fail the language task of communication?
*back to World's Englishes' Class theme: innovation vs. communication.

so there is the tension between the form and the content
between how you write and what you write
the more original the idea is, the more difficult to express it in traditional forms
i.e. since it is brand new and no one has ever had (or at least no one has succeeded quite accurately present that mentality), you simply can't find from traditional langauge a way to say it

so there are always intense feelings and emotions
i never find the appropriate word to express
added to my verbal and linguistic inability
is simply the absence of substance of expression!

i have become so repetitive
because i thought repetition fills the hole of intensity
like if i dont know humongous i say big big big
if not very very very big
well now humongous is not humongous enough for me

such a bad writer i am

gosh i love this clas: British Theatre since 1950
Samuel Beckett is so inspiring
love Catastrophe and wants to see Waiting for Godot!
I am Gogo in search of/ awaiting my Didi