(con't, sort of)
and i focus on petty things in life that makes me happy
my work life i over-zoomed in
and my colleagues with whom i spent so much time with, mentally
otherwise i wilt to death
i thought my emotional stability was high
but my opinion swings every day
gawd
am i stable emotionally
i thought i would rather experience ecstasy and depression than to be constantly boringly okay
i don't know how much i stick to this opinion now
i breath in
i breath out
right there's this boss i fancy
and we had good chat over lunch today
that made my day
until the familiar unfamiliar chat over the phone happened
and always at the bad time i.e. close to my bed time
i should refrain from any calls and intense conversations after 4pm now
to attain the right peaceful state of mind my dearest tranquility in preparation for bed time
wow am getting really old
- and that's okay too
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