Today i've noticed my another perculiar behaviour
it's my habit of watching around. whenever and wherever
just this afternoon i entered the school library and found myself helplessly turning my head left and right
looking at almost every faces around me
i thought i was expecting to see someone important
perhaps my fairy my muse my bobo my bonbon
i could not miss a chance to meet somebody accidentally
yes, accidentally is the word i look for
could not afford to have missed you in the gai
after class we exchanged a silent goodbye
farewell my love
a spiltsecond ignition had only i
each showed implicitly and shyly a glance symbolizing the reluctance to part
painful at heart
at the verge of breaking down
cold mechanical feet
rushing out and stamping hard
fear to be discovered
be unveiled of our mutual spiritual attachment
even during class
i could not get my eyes off you black head black eye while the teacher was bubbling at the front
black pupil back i
am electrified n pretentiously read could only i
i caught your glances
i saw you stealing from me
n i robbed from you
what a robbery
i proclaimed i cried
i thought everyone noticed me the proactive the pragmatic
i could not miss a chance not seeing you
i could not miss a chance occupying one more second of your life
my busy eye
my indulgent naughty eye
ay me my mine
your face your life your speech your eyes is my fatal blackening mine
from which i gather i collect gems and crystals
whatever if glass i treasure the best bits of life
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