Donnerstag, 26. März 2009

within my mental theatre

reading is marijuana
yes it is
it exhaustes you
it gives you visions, abstract or solid
you say hallucinations
thrill and excitement
my dear ecstacy
it's addictive

i thought i loved movies
the vividness and concrete
easy and ready
exploit all imaginaries
i could not read after watch
if im to really read
savour not
my tongue is lost

they are ham they are spam
processed
can never return to be pure healthy pork again
unrenewable memory
visualisation not from my nerves and blood
visualisation the wrong word i say its memorisation
overwhelmed
flooded and drowned

so i further appreciate the wideness the broadness black on white brings
its open-endedness
its spasmic potential and various possiblities
suffocate
dedicate

yes
reading is not an entertainment
it's hard work, it's labour
to make your suffer
you'll become masochistic

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