bugs me

CIA is terroristic
bin laden (might have been) dead. but vengeance and violence. uh oh.
horror. the horror - kafka

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bad day

i see wealth corrupting love
authority compelling to obedience
i leave still a bit of respect
however unwillingly

i think i belong to another culture
i should be a bac in plain yogurt. nothing fancy.
organisch und natürlich bin ich.

why dont you cast me away and spend on some promising more reward
i reckon it a bad cause chosen
and you degrade an investment into a gamble
schlecht und schrecklich
sof monetary.
and money is distasteful.

now i know where originate cynicism and dogma.

could have been placed for a better cause
a cause that is loving and merciful
right and justifiable
now so unnecessary and wrong
and troublesome
and problematic
and it bugs me

you put bugs in my sleeves
my tunnels through which breeze blows through

hollowness

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ay i figure that i can tell unmindful jokes even at my worst condition.
i am so pathologically happy.

mindful: not to spread negative energy. fullstop.