blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

wow
so like
all of a sudden someone just
disappeared

like
hien
who mo la la deactivated his facebook, which is the only medium we had in common
and
we dont have many mutual friends for me to peep into his life
now like
gone

and like
weiwei
who yau mo la la deactivated her facebook
hmm
unreliable web of social networking

and like
priya
who just went back on facebook (yay! lol)

i mean
i just wish to know my friends are doing well
this is nothing too great loving of me
its rather selfish
like
i need to know people are being well to feel alright and happy
bizarre
what am i
why do i live UPON other people

like
ldermort
who
really went
blank
not just facebook
but
blank
arbitrarily
in almost all ways
active shutting down of both
sender and receiver

okay
we all want to protect ourselves
manifestation of selfishness?
or maybe its not too wrong to be selfish huh?

but are we being protected now we hide from one and other?
whatever
im too tired too selfish to even bother about this any more

i know people come and go
and i almost foretell the unpleasantness next time we meet
but
it just doesnt feel too right
to
have people
vanish in short time

too abrupt
too like a waterfall
i think i like seas and oceans better
still in motion
with waves
but not
blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah

.but i will get used to living under
falls.
hmm the water hits and it sorta feel good to be massaged and trained and ran upon. violent water.